17/05/2009

Well let's get back to it

It seems like for ever and a day since I last blogged and boy have I missed it. I have had my computer back for a week now but alas not my head... You know how it is, sometimes life just sucks the breathe out of you. Now don't ask me why this happened, maybe a culmination of events but boy I have had the biggest blackest cloud over my head. I have not been in the mood for much of anything except crying lately - but I am trying to get over it and thought that I would come back to my blog. I think my hormones might have a lot to do with it (hormones get blamed for everything I know but truthfully I do think that has a lot to do with it)

So what have I been creating - truthfully? let me tell you zilch, de nada, nothing - again my head and heart have not been up to it. Truth be known last Saturday I thought my heart was going to stop on my, I really did, but I am still here it is still beating so time to pick myself up as I always do, dust myself off and start again.
I have a number of pieces that need my attention so I plan on getting on with those this week to ease myself back into it all.

China got great praise for her photography work at College and this was so wonderful for her, maybe now she will believe in herself.
Jazz played in to Cup finals, got 2 winners awards - so that was a great way to finish the season. He also got the Players Player award for the season - so again all good. Next season should be the start of new things for Jazz depending on which road he choses (I will keep you posted)
Dwain, my eldest is gearing up for a Kenyan Safari with his girlfriend in June, boy that should be the best! Love how they get out there and see the world.

So my kids are happy and that is good for me - don't we want that for our kids?
The British Political scene is up the wall with all the corrupt, greedy MPs and the world is gearing up for a swine flu pandemic (not that I believe that!) but my kids are happy so I can sleep at night.

I still have to sort out all my photos and backed up files to get my computer back to normal but that can wait I want to throw of the shackles of this depression and shout out "I'm BACK!" So don't desert me, watch this space as I get my head back together and start to have some fun...
Thanks for listening to me love ya xxxx

7 comments:

SarahD said...

Hi Sweetie,
I hear you.....hope you doing ok? Just popped by to check on you

Hugs Sarah xx

Sinderella Studio Designs said...

Dawn- Life can be sooooo draining! The kids happy - that is number one! Somehow we can't seem to always let that be enough. So, yes, it is time to "be back". I would love to send an ATC - let's trade - them being silver linings!!! Let me know.
Dana -http://sinderella-studio.blogspot.com
sinderellastudio@yahoo.com

ps did I ever tell you that my friend, Phil Howard, played rugby in england? Also, an open wheel race team manager.

Jan said...

I missed you...but understand. Stuff happens, huh? (and I have blamed ALOT on hormones). Thinking of you alot and hope to see you back at it soon. Many hugs and good wishes....

Once Upon A Blue Crow said...

I felt exactly the same way about two weeks ago-yuck! I really don't underestimate hormones because I do think they play a big role with our well being. I hope that pretty soon you're throwing your hands up in the air like that pic of Betty Boop :)...only your hands will have paint or perhaps a bit of glue or something magical on them!

Barbara/myth maker said...

Glad to see you back, and I hope your tears are drying up!

Tami Roth said...

hello, dawn! i'm SO sorry i haven't written forever, please forgive :) i look forward to seeing your artwork when you get a change to get it all arranged and posted on your blog. i'm glad your computer is back up and running! take care, hugs,
tami in iowa

Jacqui at Fibre Dreams said...

Hi Dawn,
just stopped by to say hello...dust yourself off and start all over again! I know it easy to say and hard to do...but it's gotta be done....If you're anything like me you'll feel better when you've completed those projects and be up and running.....sending you hugs and caring down the line.